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A day in the life of Yogeswari Parameswaran
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enlarged view of my many facesSince I was born I am sleeping with my mom and dad in the same bed. That is very cozy and easy.
Normally I wake up around 7 o’clock in the morning. After stretching my self very thoroughly and admiring the moving curtains and the towels above my head, I listen carefully to the sounds the new day brings for me.
I hear my brothers in the garden, the dogs barking and the cows mooing.
I look around and now that I am getting more mobile I turn on my belly to find my mom and dad still very much asleep.
“That calls for a voice tuning!” I always think and I start producing the various sounds I can make by now in different volumes…
Most of the time at least my mom wakes up (and I suspect my dad to pretend to be asleep), if that does not work I will start exploring; pulling hair wherever I can find it or trying to produce some more sound by hitting various body parts of mom and dad, if they still don’t feel like releasing me from my dirty diaper I just get on all fours tuning my voice in louder volumes.
My mom then normally wakes up and a lot of times my daddy also kind of responds to my wake up calls, either way I give them my best good morning smile I can produce and continue my morning song even more vigorous.
After having received a clean diaper ( finally!!) and a fresh morning splash of water on my bum and face, I wait for my mum on my toy bed until she has had a shower and looks a bit better.
Then we go OUT!!
Yesss!! That’s what I want!
On the walk to the kitchen we smell the new day, the fresh morning wind and the jasmine flowers in the garden, birds are singing their morning song and an ox wagon with tingling bells passes on the dust road nearby..
The first person I normally see is my super nanny Slotsna, who receives a big good morning smile as well!
The Kitchen is the place to be here. Sitting and strolling around in my walker everybody comes to the kitchen to say good morning and entertain me.
Saravan, my driver brother and the priest are most of the time the first.
They play with me take me to the temple walk, talk and teach me all crazy stuff! All my other brothers come and go and make me smile.
My mom is busy at that time making me a warm bottle and lately also some fruits. Most of the time Slotsna gives me the bottle and because I am to busy entertaining everybody my mom goes away for a while.
With Slotsna I have a good time whenever my mom is not around.
She gives me my bottle, fruits, plays and walks with me and I help her cook and cut vegetables while we have good “girls talk”.
Most of the time the day is too interesting for me to go to sleep for a couple of hours, but there are days when Slotsna puts me in my hammock in the temple and starts rocking me that my eyes become very heavy…..
Next thing I know my bum is wet and cold and I start crying…….. I must have fallen asleep anyway!
Between the kitchen, my toy bed, walks in the garden and all the different people I entertain during the day my mum and dad come in regularly checking on me and taking me for cooling showers or baths since it is very warm at times during the day.
When it cools down a bit my mum takes me to the statues of Ganesh, Rahu and Kethu in our garden where we sing some mantras together. We admire the sky turning into all different colors of red and orange as the sun sets and hear the cows mooing again to be milked. I look at the ducks and chicken running around in the garden making their way to their night house and see the dogs taking a bath in the pond. I hear the sounds the goat herders make when they drive their herd back into the village and the howling evening song of the peacocks in the bush. All of this makes me wanna have a breast again since it has been a couple of hours!!
I slowly start making my mom aware of this desire by not being very happy anymore. Fortunately we have developed quite a good communication by now (finally!) and she takes me inside to have a refreshing bath again……??????
All of that does not have to last long for me even though I like to play with the water and foam in my little tub. Drying with a towel I prefer to skip but mom is very persistent so I object until.. ..Finally!!…… we lie down together in my bed where I can indulge myself with my moms’ breast……
I fall asleep very fast after a looong day, totally relaxed with the smell and warmth of my mommy so close to me. I love it!! and won’t let go of her until I am really asleep. Then whenever I wake up to check if she is still there I sometimes find myself being cheated with a bottle of milk but most of the time I am to sleepy to really object.
Later on whenever I wake up a bit I feel my mum or dad touching me and I fall asleep suckling my moms’ breast again, feeling safe, loved and having a full belly……
